Someone else has to chip in here. It can’t be all me. Yes, I’m bi, I’m comfortable with both naked men and naked women, but I didn’t choose a polyamorous lifestyle to be the sole dicksucker in this group.

I wanted to be free from societal constraints, to expand love, to be a part of a nurturing, supportive community without divisive lines where there was no possession. And I got that, but I find that come orgy time I’m being thrown one dick after another in my mouth.

And I don’t mean that figuratively, they’re starting to run at me and throw their penises in my mouth. Not only did I not know that was possible, it doesn’t seem to fit the guidelines of a respectful, polyamorous lifestyle.

I tried to take control of my life and issue a kind plea at the beginning of the last poly sex session. I simply said, “Totally fine with whatever happens here today, I love you all, you’re all my poly family, but if we could get more of an even 50/50 thing here I would be grateful. Even 60/40 would be nice, but I don’t want to be picky. I just find that I’m sucking all the dicks lately. Ladies? Maybe you can chip in? Or some of you other bi fellas?”

Everyone came over to me and enveloped me in warmth and love and I felt truly heard. Then we slipped apart into our own two-somes and three-somes and four-somes and then of course, lo and behold, I find myself face to face with three huge cocks, which I sucked.